Vermillion gape

Take me with vermillion words.
Cleave me.
I can take the weight.
An open violet gape wants to create.
I have enough inside.
I am not closing the cave door.

--le 5 juillet 2009

Internal Dialogues

SOME FIND HER BEAUTIFUL

"Love finds and sees beauty,
so those who love her find her beautiful,
i'd imagine.

(pregnant pause)

But damn,

(petite pause)

she ugly tom."


FAME HOUNDESS

"i ain't no pyscho celebrity fame houndess"


"to grease my sustained interest and energy"
--written dialogues, 17 july 2009


KEEP REPEATING

"and you, i repeat stuff tom.
i be repeating stuff over and over,
damn, over and over,
keep repeating."
--verbal dialogue, 1 july 2009

Matin d'Adieu Michael Jackson

Dear God, let us be alive before we die.

and the telling and the telling is the story.
and the story is the searching, the understanding.
-le 23 juin 2009

The violent hours

The violent hours.
Thoughts like tired birds.
To be beloved in this world,
The hungry night.
Redeem what you must do now.
A conscious decadence
Trying to tempt truth to dance with me.
What do i know?
Breathe fearlessly.

-le 7 mai 2009

Asphyxia

wake quivering
wings beating
soundlessly
different voices lock like bulls
sprewing orange glow at raw dusk.

-19 march 2009

...exalted cage

i am early up by grace
sqawkings speaksings piercing each night
just there beyond the pane
my exalted cage

i yearn one voice though
there there up among unseen
my feather friend

i am gratedful to witness the cyclical permutation
as dawn veers her head latterly
the world shifting as darkness distends
the sun's ebbing presence in the heavens reversing.

-le 4 mars 2009